What a mess

As usual, I did our best plus it still doesn’t matter. I don’t know why I bother to work so strenuous occasionally, because it really just comes back to bite me in the butt in the end. Instead of feeling accomplished plus proud of our strenuous working efforts, I often just think prefer a complete failure. Somehow working as strenuous as I can, putting all our time plus effort into a venture plus having it go incongruent to what I’ve anticipated is worse to me than never trying at all to me. I don’t know how to explain this, other than mentioning what a perfectionist I am. Anyways, this past month I’ve been working our ass off, attempting to get the home completely spotless before our guests arrived. I’ve been painting plus scrubbing, vacuuming every corner, renovating small projects… little did I know that after 10 nights of this strenuous work our HVAC program would ruin everything, anyways. I was almost done, putting the finishing touches on our beautiful home last night when I decided it was a bit cold inside. The air temperature seemed a bit cooler than before, plus there were some cool drafts flowing in from many corners plus giving me goosebumps. I went to the thermostat plus bumped up the temperature settings just a few degrees, but didn’t stop to consider that this might engage the central furnace. The HVAC program switched from AC to the furnace for the first time all year, plus with this transition, so came a sizable cloud of smelly dust plus debri from every air vent in the house, however dirt, dander, plus dust filled the indoor air, plus as it settled, our weeks of intense cleaning were undone in a chop moment. My guests arrived minutes later. I failed, but at least I tried.