She just gave me a “Happy Christmas Dave!” reply on Instagram after not speaking to each other for a year plus a half. That was the message I got from our ex Russian lover who hasn’t spoken to me until this week. I told her Merry Christmas plus at least she replied back to me. She sent me numerous Christmas pics too, so at least she put in some effort, but I suppose the girl is married with a child plus it is a lost cause. Both of us dated last Summer just for a week despite the fact that she left such an impact… My Heating, Ventilation & A/C boss knew how upset I was when both of us broke up last Summer but I told him, as I was toiling on some radiant radiant floors, that she must have had a partner plus a child plus was separated when both of us met that summer. I have been so heartbroken since it ended that I just don’t entirely seem to like anything anymore. I try to do our best at the Heating, Ventilation & A/C supplier each morning when I am toiling on heating plus cooling equipment, but our heart feels so hurt plus upset that I am doing our best to get out of bed each morning. How do you go on after losing the best thing you have ever had? I would maintenance 1000 warm water furnaces just to be able to talk to her 1 more time plus learn the reason why she left me so suddenly. Was it something I did or did she just need to get back with her partner? I will never guess I am afraid.