I was easily saddened when I l received my cousin killed himself.
The people I was with and I were easily close when we were younger as we would always visit everybody in our family through the years.
I remember my cousin saying he was going to ask his parents for a window air conditioning device because it was always way too overheated in his room. He said it was difficult for him to focus on his studies and it was even more challenging to get superb sleep at night without superb temperature control settings. His parents didn’t even have a central cooling system, just a couple of air conditioning units, a single in the family room and a single in his parents’ room. They never did get him a window air conditioning device for his room. Also, I noticed that he became easily depressed over the years, then eventually I couldn’t even talk to him any longer. He didn’t seem to want to talk to anybody. He always complained how everybody was too fake and he just didn’t want to make any relationships. He did get involved with a young guy too before he became too far gone. She ended up cheating on him and this easily broke his heart. I easily suppose that it was a combination of all kinds of stressful things in his life that caused him to ultimately take his own life. It easily is a distraught thing and I wish he was still here so I could talk to him again. I miss talking with him about things. It was even just fun unbelievable while shooting some pool or playing darts.