I really am confused

As usual, I did our best and it still doesn’t matter. I don’t guess why I bother to task so difficult sometimes, because it entirely just comes back to bite myself and others in the butt in the end. Instead of feeling accomplished and proud of our difficult now working efforts, I often just guess enjoy a complete failure. Somehow now working as difficult as I can, putting all our time and effort into a venture and having it go incongruent to what I’ve anticipated is worse to myself and others than never trying at all to me. I don’t guess how to explain this, other than mentioning what a perfectionist I am. Anyways, this past month I’ve been now working our ass off, attempting to get the condo completely spotless before our guests arrived. I’ve been painting and scrubbing, vacuuming every corner, renovating small projects… little did I guess that after 10 afternoons of this difficult labor our Heating, Ventilation plus A/C system would ruin everything, anyways. I was almost done, putting the finishing touches on our wonderful condo last night when I decided it was a bit frigid inside. The air temperature seemed a bit cooler than before, and there were some cool drafts flowing in from multiple corners and giving myself and others goosebumps. I went to the thermostat and bumped up the temperature settings just a few degrees, however didn’t stop to consider that this might engage the central gas furnace. The Heating, Ventilation plus A/C system switched from A/C to the furnace for the first time all year, and with this transition, so came a immense cloud of big dust and debris from every air vent in the house, dirt, dander, and dust filled the indoor air, and as it settled, our weeks of intense cleaning were undone in a split moment. My guests arrived hours later. I failed, however at least I tried.

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